So my Finals was officially over.

Phwee.

The first day of my final was super duper SUCKS.

coz the lecturer prepared coffin for all of us.

The questions hard like HELL.

Very funny when my friend said : NIA SENG LA !

when the time is end.

I was looking at him and just i dint speak out.

muahaha.

Second day was smooth enough.

Third day started to NO FEEL on it.

And yesterday went to dinner with my fellow friends in college.

We went to bangsar for sure lo.

Shit,the jokey's parking rm10 per lot.

Cheated mangali la..

Luckily not i pay although i drive.

Thz zi yang for paying the 10 bucks for me.

I am super poor and definitely don't want pay for this.

After dinner we went to a pub called 'Alesis'

i think so the name.

the environment was so damn nice coz it quite high class la.

so they dint put those clubbing music

coz they were many business man discussing their big plan there.

Then they want chg next station to clubbing 1.

seem i was driving yesterday.

mum sure dont let i back late.

so i decided to back and not to join them~

balik rumah jumpa ku punya abang.

banyak hari tak jumpa

sangat rindu dia la

akhirnya,dia bawa saya ke LOK LOK.

muaxxxxx

sangat gembira looooooo

and and and

what i planned before will be processed on Monday !

going to cut off my long hair

to a middle long hair cut.

something like this

but a bit longer.

might have some curly effect la.

like now many girls already don't keep long hair.

1st point is i really like the middle hair length

i know need to style only looks good

anyway, why not to TRY ?

2nd point is i am short and fat

when my hair long until my waist there, see from back like very burden.

make me more shorter and fattier

so wait to see la.

hope to re-dye hair also.

but POOR la

=(

Recently like getting a lot of stress.

I am not sure whether everyone is like that.

Someone just keep ruined my mood.

I have no energy anymore to deal with her/him.

Stop saying something useless to get sympathy.

For me,again, is useless.

I am not the one who can let go easily.

The principle is very simple.

U don't mess with me, Then i won't touch you.

The problem now is i can't know why there is some ppl like to be a bitch.

I used to be silence all time.

But this is not meant that i am not care.

Some friend just ask me why i want to remember it.

Why don't just let it go.

Hey,ppl stab at my back and made me fucking angry.

I wont let them bully me nor hurt me.

Pls come forward to say to me.

Don't hide at back and spread something useless.

Oh,okay,u looks sympathy with what you write or what you talk.

Nevermind.

I am tough.

I can sustain it.

Continue be a crown.

You did such a good job.

Fake people,Fake bitch or whatever la.

Hmm.

20th is my day with my boy for every month.

We are officially 10 months now.

Woah,we faced many problems before.

But what i can conclude for now on is,we appreciate each other as well.

My boy is going to kampar UTAR to pursue his degree soon.

I cant imagine no people bring me go out eat at night.

Or

 no one to watch movie with me again.

Or 

no one to take care of me when i sick.

=(

We promised to see each other via webbi.

haiyo,i sure will miss him a lot lah.

erm.

Nothing special about la.

I hope after finals,my friday gang can date me out lo.

Always i date,sien liao.

muahaha ~

I hope we can go date with 6 of us there.

Ok la

ciao 1st.

现在我要写一些我吞不下去这口气的事

本来打算自己知道，自己解决的

可是啊

我看到一些东西，还有某人所说的

what my response now is WTF la you !!

是这样的

差不多一个月前的某天

某人紧急sms我说需要和我借钱

当然这位某人答应我有钱了就会还给我

我和这位某人是认识的

也知道他住哪里

所以也没有想过他会骗我钱不还的

ok lo.

这几天看FB知道他又女朋友了

心想，拍拖了肯定有钱咯

就很礼貌性的sms过去

怎知是他那个所谓的女朋友

回我信息

shut ur fuck up la,bitch.

You think you really have the right to talk with me ?

Only someone who brainless will ask those damn question.

那个女的，竟然回信息问我：why u find him ? u still love him izit ?

我真的不知道怎样去回复她

halo,i have a bf now.

i love my bf very much.

everyday i together with him.

what sucks points u can say i love ur bf ?

算了

本来看在她是女朋友的份上，我不要说那么多的

怎知道她问这些没脑的事情

我直接和她说，你男朋友欠我钱

请叫他快点还我

ok lo.

男的没钱也好，做女朋友的如果看到自己的男人被追钱

什么感受？

是我，扑身扑命去帮咯

还会像那个女的这样，讲一大堆废话

说什么,oh,ok.he will return you when his friends give back him money.

好像自己男朋友很高贵

很有钱，等钱收

再来过了几天

我频频看到fb，他们两个都去那些很贵的地方吃东西

halo,你们那么有钱那么喜欢show

可以给回我钱没有

sohai.

我这次真的火大liao

我再sms过去，直接叫他你好还我钱

不要等什么月尾

hor.

那个某人才sms来说

那天是他女朋友回信，他要等月底出粮才还钱来

我都不知道要拖什么

看到你们那么享受去高级地方

想到我那点钱，都还不到

好意思没有哦

还有那个女的

到处和人家说她的男朋友很有钱

很high class

Pui !!!!

好心你啦

你们酱有钱的话

就凑钱还给我啦

本来安安分分我真的可以等到月底

因为我相信那个某人

现在跳个不要脸的女朋友出来

fuck you both la.

damn ass and bitch.

下个星期再拿不回钱

我直接吵去你家！

Had a great Sunday with my boy.

And i was just busying study my calculus all the time.

ignore him,hahaha.

So tomorrow will be my last calculus quiz for this sem. 

And i aim GPA 4.0 for this for sure.

And friday will be my last account quiz.

Well,due to some unfairness for the presentation grading process.

I don't expect what high grade for this.

Due to my sickness last 2 weeks. 

I am now less about 3 bonus marks coz i absent during the last times presentation.

But what can i do seem i was in hospital ?

My hospital medical cert dint help me anyway.

So give up la,girl.

I aim A- to A lo.

Erhmmmm.

Next week will be my own study week liao.

I told my boy not to date me at night or whatever.

I really don't want so so so last minutes for my finals.

Malaysian Studies this saturday.

I dint know anything within this sem.

FML hard hard pls.

Ok la.

Just very appreciate whoever always come visit my blog to concern about me.

My life is still ok now.

The only bad thing is i am so poor now.

Girls should never spend money on clothes and cosmetics.

Especially for me who want to go US later.

I need to save money for my own expenditure.

Suddenly dont feel like go US anymore.

I so miss everything here.

But so sad that actuarial science degree cannot be completed at Malaysia.

What to do ?

=(

There is no turning point for me already.

Coz my target will be pharmacy at 1st.

But i know maths and science got a huge different between that.

I am not gonna waste my 15k for 1 year study at HELP.

LOL.

I like maths la ACTUALLY.

Have a hard feeling right now.

I think i am a bit stupid to spend out my money for my hp and laptop.

That is what i did before.

I not really like my handphone now, nokia 5530.

I hope my phone never get stolen by some ass/bitch last year.

Then i no need to spend 800 bucks for this not really function-able phone.

It don't have a stopwatch somemore.

And i dont install any games inside or what.

So,this phone looks like useless.

Just for call and sms.

And my lappy.

Spend 3k to bought it during form 5.

And now i only realized it dont have an integrated graphic card.

Mean what ?

I cant play my L4D2.

fml.

My mood so down now.

I hope someone may bring me go PC fair.

No outing today.

fucking damn no mood.

stay at home lonely better.

My finals just have 1 more week to come.

Havent start anything yet.

fml again.

Halo Halo.

Greet you guys with a healthy tone.

Evon is back ! 

Alive !

Fuh.

Finally settle my group chemistry science fair project + report.

Thanks a lot to my group mates.

Well.

Friday evening i just dated my friday gang + CJ to tea time.

And ended up just all the girls were free.

Alright,without wasting unwanted time for thinking.

The plan ON.

All of us were rushed back from our coll coz we had class that day.

Then headed to yann house for our sweet gathering la.

We did chit chat a lot.

And i love the moment that can to speak out.

I will date you guys again next time.

Since my Finals just around the corner.

2 weeks left.

In order to wipe off those fucking pressure.

Had an 1 day Kuala Selangor Trip with my beloved college friends.

I love them very much since nowadays always mix with them.

And the picturessss..

All at facebook.

Seafood.

Monkeys.

Museum.

Train.

and many things more.

Seriously, i don't know i was captured down.

wtf i was doing ?

I like kelly's hair colour.

what colour is that called ?

If i dye mum will scold or not ???

TT

Finally.

Here it is.

All of my previous friendsssss.

Missed 8 classes due to my absent.

The notes and whatever all many like crap.

Anyway.

Bi,are you unhappy today ?

I can sense it..

But i like cannot help you anything.

So sorry.

U help me all the time,take care me.

But when you unhappy.

I like useless.

*sad*

又再次进院了

但是这次少了他在我身边

这几天一直吃药

整个人很不开心

吃药吃到吐

很讨厌这些恶心的感觉

好啦

睡觉去了

Another Big thanks here.

to my Bf i already mentioned in previous post.

Now is towards my college friends.

The first people i need to thank is my dai gor aka gamble king aka Tan Sze Yi

When i sick le i straight text him and worry about the next day presentation.

Coz of me the whole group need to delay their presentation.

and my dai gor settle everything for me.

and 2nd is emo zai nan aka sziq.

he is my chem project leader.

and i said i cannot help out in the report coz i was admitted to hospital

and he just like ask me rest more

dont think of the coll stuff

fuh~so much

and last but not least

sure is all my gang la.

xuan 

niza

lilian

marivin

warren

mayuri

ning sze

siew cheng

sang moon

sing hwa

junn tan

aiya..

many people la

cannot figure out who i left.

anyways.

BIG THANKS

for all of you who so care about me.

这两个星期我真的生病到五颜六色liao

幸好我还活着

话说我这个人很没有照顾自己的观念

我也不会照顾别人

生病了我只知道睡觉，因为睡觉可以减低痛苦

我是这么想的

好像是星期六凌晨

我肚子下方痛到不成人样

侧睡，躺着睡，坐着，站着，什么pattern都好

也是痛 ！

那时候的我除了痛苦

真的完全不可以讲话还是开眼睛

第一个想起的就是男朋友

就直接call他，和他说我很辛苦

由于我们住不同的地区

我也不想他那么夜了还驾车过来

我只是问他哪里有24小时的诊疗所

大不了我自己爬起来驾车去

结果他还是来了

在等的时候我有点着急，因为我好像要晕那样

可是又要等他来

还有点埋怨他那么迟来

看到他的时候

原来他去找了很多的药给我

全部放好好来要给我吃

真的是超感动的说~

最后他担心我照顾不到自己啊

就叫我去他家过夜

他很细心的照顾我，直到我睡觉为此

星期六早上回家

继续睡觉

到了下午又开始发作

结果又是麻烦他来载我去看医生

去到的时候body check

怀疑有盲肠炎

就叫我去医院检查

听到的时候心情很沉咯

因为如果真的是盲肠炎要动手术，开刀的

自己都很怕下

过后就真的去医院

他帮我处理所有事情

等了很久我叫他回去，我可以一个人的

他又不要，说不放心我

最后到我的时候

他又不能进去

一个人在里面真的很无助啊~

抽血的时候真的要拿我的命

很久没有试过，现在就觉得真的很痛

看着自己的血一直流，很心痛

要找他来救我

又不能走路

一抽完血整个人就真的晕了

没有力了

开始发烧

一个人躺在病床上都不知道可以怎样

电话又在他身上

差不多要一个小时的时候

很无助的时候

才看到他

那一刻我都要哭了

他又不给我哭喔

说不可以~不可以~

他又陪我下

结果真的很久了

因为要等验血报告

所以我就催他回家了，不要浪费人家时间嘛

他他他~

帮我盖好好被，交待了很多西

才放心地回家

打给我妈妈啦，姐姐啦~

FUH

真的是很很很感动的啊~~~~

他走了

就留下孤零零的我

那时很冷

就很可怜的盖被剩一粒头出来

左手插了一个管，右手插一个管

都不知道可以怎样了~

等待永远那么漫长

最后姐姐和妈妈来了

医生才在哪里解释

说：

可以说是盲肠炎，又可以说不是

暂时是尿有毒素，不健康

所以造成下腹疼痛

FUH

大步临过~

(speak in cantonese）

幸好真的不用开刀

不然修养的莱

我都要finals了

到时候死得人多

就快快和他报告近况

他为了照顾我2天没睡了

我也很心痛

觉得很对不起啊

出院了回来

只是吃药和睡觉

舒服的话就online

不舒服的话就睡觉

就在今天早上

!@$#%@^^&的

突然发高烧，发冷

辛苦到我不成人样

我又打电话给他

他应该是在上课的

怎知他还是Call回我

问我什么事啊

然后开始叫我去吃药那些了

然后我就听话去吃咯

现在好一点了

hehe

just answered his call only

he still care me and ask me got eat medicine or not

这两个星期来真的要好好谢谢我的bf

有他在真的，他第一时间就会赶来

我还记得呢~

谢谢啦

super bi.

I love you much 

=)

FUH !!!

I damn hate the weather recently during noon.

I love rain raining.

But please,don't always rain when the time my class end can or not ?

Although i did bring along my umbrella.

But it seem like not working anyway.

How can an umbrella protects your laptop,your body and your bag ?

Everytime drenched wet on the way to my car.

And right after get into the car, the thing you will do is ON the air-con.

Fuh,that's why i get a cold and headache.

I keep rushing for my account 2 assignment this week.

And prepared the presentation slides.

Guys are wondering why account subject need a presentation.

I get many questions of this topic.

And i simply give an explanation here.

The presentation is based on our assignment.

And we are required to find a company.

And interview the manager or whoever by using all the account stuff that we learnt.

together with my lovely group-mates,we work on an accounting firm.

So, so so, the lecturer want us to present, what to do ???

Fuh.

What I want to say is i am sick now.

From headache turn to fever.

And i just bought panadol.

Hope it will help me out.

Monday need to fly back to class to give my presentation.

Sorry to my groupmates,i was not purposely absent today.

Oh yea.

I watched a freaking disgusted video on FB.

Bloody and insane one.

Shit,i still can remember the scene vividly now.

=(

I feel blessedness now.

Because I got you.

When you need a place to run to,

For better and worse,

I got you.

Hope our relationship turn stronger.