A Change

Suppose this post will be a cheerful article.
But...its ok.

I write it in simple way.

Today just when 1U.
Saw Bee San, Sheau Chiann and Jycan.

Just said Hi to S.Chiann.
But her response like so cold to me.

Its ok.
I did not notice clearly.
I saw B.San like already dye her hair.
Is that true ?

When saw Jycan.
Really like cant accept the true appeared in front of me.
I think after we not that good between us.
About 9 month we didnt meet up.
Honestly, after saw him.
I dint felt I am hate him.

Maybe all those wass over.
I still hope we can be friends back.
But I know it is hard for us.
As maybe he still hate me ?

Whatever, i still apologize at here.
Now we have our own lives.
Hope you so enjoy it.

Your hair quite nice.
If I not mistaken is that brown in colour?
Coz we just passed by to fast.

I did remember 1 day ago, i shared many things with you.

Haha, secondary school life.
Ended up with a crack incident that make many of you leaved me.
When i think back.
My heart really pain and I actually know that although some of you still are my friend.
But, our relationship will not good anymore.
Nevermind, i accepted what the end.

I do not know whether you will view my post at here.
I do not want your pity or I am pretending I am a person who value about friendship.

From my deep heart la,
I hope you wont hate me anymore.

I changed.
And..honestly again.
I let it all down when i saw you.

原来最放不下的是我
一直以来，就觉得你这样不理我们很过分

当见到你的时候
并没有那份恨意

反而很想和你聊聊
或许你可能还是说我得不好

但是算了吧
我曾经是错过
因为我不会去体谅


真心希望你过得快乐
对于每一位

蓓蓓
筱倩
淑婷
燕燕
Jycan also.

we stand to be a group before.
shared everything in the class.

thx you all.
really.

maybe I not worth to have it.
at least now i still have a best friend to tell.

Cj

i really feel that.
u really is my best ever friend.

i 1st sms u about the incident i met.
u gave me ur two cents worth.
guided me
at least, u asked me to think positive way.

thx u.


ya, i am a negative person.
my false coz i cant let it go easily.
i dun like other attack me.
so i fight back.

but, y i cant try to tolerate other?

thx to k.yuan

ur advise all really true and nice.
sorry my attitude
sorry my way of listening and doing
i always like that
that's why my socialism so bad ><




心情很低落
我blogging其实真的不是要别人看

也对，不是要别人看干吗要开blog?
安慰吧，至少好像post了出去

我打算block人
可是不能

private又很夸张
我没时间去invite.


真的


我真的很不好
快点开学吧


我不用想太多